Getting through bitterness.

Bitterness is good for the soul in moderate amounts.
Thorough searching and complete self honesty reveals,
Yes indeed, I allowed and wished for this to happen.
My wish came true.
It's here.

He did the most hideous thing he could do.
So that it's gone.
The love is broken.

Now all of a sudden I want it to not have happened?

When I look at where I am and what he did,
I am bitter?
How could I be bitter?
I wished for where I am.